|Friday, August 12th, 2005|
|a really long time
Well...if everyone hasnt heard (which I know that anyone who went to buford should know b/c...its buford duh!) I'm so happily married to my honey...Caleb. We are having a little baby boy: Avary Conner. I'm very excited about his arrival. He's not due until guess what New Year's Eve!!! Caleb and I are definately meant to be. It's awesome. I hope everyone finds that person out there that they're meant to be with. No other feeling can match the feeling that you get when he's around. It's truly amazing. Current Mood: thankful
|Thursday, February 19th, 2004|
i'm sitting here in economics with DB She's so funny...DB II is sitting next to me..acting like well...himself. The stock market game sux. there is no point. man he's hot! oops that was a random thought. well you dont know who im talkin about but man he is so hot! he can never mind again. Current Mood: mellow
|Saturday, December 27th, 2003|
|Long Time huh?
wow it's been a while since I've written in live journal. I guess it really doesnt matter, since only Jessy writes in hers anyways. No one ever reads mine either. However, it is a way to get what i feel out. Right now I don't know how I feel. I'm really confused. I'm really stressed and just tired of everything. I have strep throat and...ahhh Senior year is soooo hectic. oh well it will be over in a flash and then I'll wish is were back. I need to have fun and live my teenage life. Well I'm gonna go see if Andy wants to lose in chess now. He knows im gonna beat him :) yeah right I suck Current Mood: crappy
|Wednesday, April 2nd, 2003|
I just got home from colorguard/dance stuff. We're doing a sequence with the percussion at a band concert where we're going to dance and stuff. It's pretty simple which is good b/c we only have 6 practices. At 7:00 I'm going to the tanning bed with Britney. She's a sweetie.
Last night at work was pretty fun...Andy is a crazy guy. I work again tomorrow with Megan yay...i love when I work with my friends. I haven't worked with any other manager than Phillip really so I'm scared how that will go. I'm doing a lot better...maybe they won't think I'm too bad.
Enough about my day...it wasn't that exciting..i'm prolly boring everyone who is reading this. I'm gonna go clean my room and take a nap until Britney gets here bye bye
IT IS A BEAUTIFUL DAY ISN'T IT? I LOVE WARM WEATHER.
I love my sweetie. He brought me flowers yesterday. He picked me up from school and we went to the lake. We came back to my house. I went into my room and I had flowers waiting on me. My baby is so sweet. I love him with all my heart. caleb, you're the BEST! Current Mood: hot
|Monday, March 31st, 2003|
What can i do? I feel like I'm all alone in this but im really not. i want him to say what he wants to but he won't he's not like that. i just really don't understand what i should do. I know that a few people can relate i just can't explain so you can't relate...i'm confusing myself even more right now. lol i just i have to go elaborate on this situation some more. bye now
i need to know why he wants to go with us. i need to know what he's like. i need to know many things about him. I'm just scared to find out. im scared to see the truth. i live in a fantasy world and i don't think i could handle it Current Mood: discontent
|Sunday, March 30th, 2003|
He came over this weekend and took over. It was like I wasn't even there. Why did she do that. She went and fell for that crap again. It was horrible, yet wonderful. But why? I guess we'll see what the future holds for everyone, Just like he said.
I worked tonight. It was pretty fun. I had break with Megan. We talked about our wonderful boyfriends. They're great. I love Caleb with all my heart. I don't know what I would do without my honey.
I wasn't jealous of Wes and Cory. I was pissed b/c that was one of my best friends and me and wes were so called dating...whatever we were. Cory knew I liked him, but oh well b/c I'm incredibly happy with my honey caleb, now.
I hope I see him today or tomorrow...that would be nice. yes very nice. We could sit in each other's arms and just be together like we have been. That would be great...I'm going to take a shower now bye Current Mood: content
|Wednesday, March 26th, 2003|
Today was an eventful day. I went to school (yawn)...afterwards i went to Kokomo with Britney and Ambular to ger me some darker skin. i stayed 20 min for te first time...i'm a little red. We dropped Ambular hee hee off and went to Christy Head's house to get me a dress for prom. It's very pretty. Thnak you Christy for letting me borrow it. I'll take good care of it. Then Britney and I went to her house to see her dogs, cats, squirrels, goat, and pig...lol she pretty much lives with a zoo huh..that's cool though. Her squirrel was sick...:( we tried making it better but it just kept having shakin spasms...i don't know what was wrong with it.
anyways i'm not sitting here with red skin from the tanning bed and we toe nails. I just ate spaghetti..mmm..and ice cream not together. i had ice cream for dessert. i have a little bit of homework i should be doing but hey i have 13 hours to do it.
i miss u. why can't it be like old times...u make me laugh. i miss u excuse me for acting different...i miss u Current Mood: weird
|Sunday, March 23rd, 2003|
|MUST HAVE SLEEP
boy i'm tired...i've had a good weekend. Friday we had a band festival...go band :) we got superior. Friday night I worked until 10:15 i was too tired to do anything. I came home and watched a movie. I slept late Saturday...i was pretty exhausted from my long week. I played basketball with my little cousin...then i went with Genni to Bruce's house with andrew riley...it was funny. We had a pretty good time. Genni's pretty cool. and today...i cleaned my room...which took most of the day. hee hee i couldn't even walk in my room. I went to work at 5 and just got home.
I'm going bowling with Megan, Cody, and Andy. at DQ i've met lots cool peeps. They're all really sweet. Thanx Chelsea for all the help. I still need to eat (even though i'm so sick at looking at food.) do my homework and take a shower so i'm out
Oh yeah cory i totally agree that everyone needs to grow up and stop being so immature...this is high school not middle school. Current Mood: drained
|Monday, March 17th, 2003|
Yo Ambular...where's the comment you said you posted? I worked at DQ tonight. I have NOT had a good day. I'm easily annoyed today...I guess. At DQ tonight...well let's just say I haven't received the training that I need. I didn't know how to make anything. I feel really bad. I have to learn it by Wed, though. Well I'm going to watch married by America in a few...and get some rest...lol my dog is blind and just ran into the tv...she started barking at it like it was the tv's fault lol too funny Current Mood: moody
|Sunday, March 16th, 2003|
Today has been a pretty good day for me. I went driving with Caleb's dad. He's teaching me how to drive...like parallel park and backing up. He made me back up all the way around the building. I had fun.
I went to church this morning with Caleb. We go to North Point. The sermon was great today. Andy talked about acceptance. How you should accept people that you wouldn't normally accept. Build a bridge for them and take them in as your friends & how you should worry about winning someone's respect and heart before worrying about winning the argument. North Point teaches things that you can relate to. Lessons that you will use throughout your life. I love that church. Afterwards, we ate breakfast with his mommy at Golden Corral. It was okay.
Duke won today!! I used to play basketball more. I miss that.
mmm..i just ate a steak...then chocolate cover strawberries and a chocolate covered banana. It was yummy to my tummy.
I'm hoping that Caleb will call soon. I want to go swing dance tomorrow after school if I don't have to work at DQ. I prolly will have to, though. Swing dancing is so fun. I think everyone should give it a try. Caleb can flip me and stuff. It's really cool to watch and do...well I have some homework and I'm really tired. I'm gonna go do my hom...nevermind....I'm going to bed.zzzz oh yeah good night Current Mood: exhausted
|Saturday, March 15th, 2003|
I thought at last the pain had passed
And my feelings for you were through,
But my thoughts lied... for again I cried
When I slept and my dreams were of you.
So vivid a picture- I felt it was real
As we sat holding hands by the sea
I stared in your eyes, looked deep in your soul
And I knew by your side I would be.
As the dream carried on the sea sang it's song
So we danced to the tune that it played
But the song wouldn't stay for the dream wore away
And I cried for the fool I portrayed.
I awoke filled with fear, surrounded in tears
Still hurt from the pains of the past
A mistake I had made, each night I have paid
Now I wonder how long it will last...
Current Mood: accomplished
|Thursday, March 13th, 2003|
|rumpy doodee dah
Today was a pretty good day for me. I hope it was for everyone else as well. I wish it wasn't so cloudy outside, though. Yo ambular...you're a hunk of goat cheese.(if you read this hee hee) We have a band festival coming up next friday i hope we do good :) WE HAVE NO SCHOOL TOMORROW!!!!! finally i can catch up on my sleep i lost this week. Right now i want to go play tennis..but my honey is at work. Oh well maybe ill go play b-ball with my homey bro chad cole i really should head off and clean my pig pen room so bye bye (sorry i had nothing much to write about)
amber: turn your pages
hee ha hea hee hee he ha Current Mood: energetic
|Saturday, March 1st, 2003|
|it's been a while
wow...it's been a while since i've updated. i don't find livejournal as interesting anymore. i just have alot of stuff to do and not much time to get on here. Today i played powderpuff football...it was awesome. it rained an it was cold. powderpuff football is all the girls play football to raise money for prom...it's pretty tight :) the we won one of our games..we came in 3 out of 4 teams and the freshmen beat everyone...they're pretty good Good Job Freshmen! right now i'm at Caleb's we're gonna cookout and watch movies with his cousin. we's gonna have fun! we're cooking out and it's raining outside! hee hee
I went to Orlando with the band we had a blast only a few of my close friends went but we had alot of fun and i got closer to a few more people.
well peace out my homie g's have a chillin day (eye roll) Current Mood: lazy
|Tuesday, February 4th, 2003|
I'm in coach cutt's class. Today has been a pretty good day. i guess..I finally got my belt done. It's made out of starburst wrappers. cool huh. well i should really go now...i have nothing to say anyways.
I love Caleb
of course i had to include his name somewhere in here and if people get tired of hearing about him then they don't have to read my journal!!!!!!! :) Current Mood: creative
|Friday, January 31st, 2003|
I'm downloading some stuff, talking to caleb, and just chillin i guess you could say. I'm pretty bored. that's aight though i need some rest and i should go to bed early. I had fun today. i acted stupid all day i had to do something to make life at school more interesting...well i should go now b/c i want to sleep sorry that my journal is so lame i'm just tired
|Saturday, January 18th, 2003|
| Which Avril Lavigne Song Are You?
I havent updated in a while b/c I've been pretty busy...I just wanted to get on here and say hey for a minute but that's about all...i'm tired and need some sleep. i actually update later! Current Mood: bored
|Tuesday, December 17th, 2002|
I was actually just writing for the heck of it. I've noticed that I need to talk about some different stuff; I seem a little boring, but I'm really not. I have a personality. Hey Amber...did you finish your pickles? I just ate some that Caleb bought me for his house. They were awesome. You should use your footscrub too b/c i smell your feet from here hee hee no that is Caleb no just kidding. He's gonna kick my butt now. I have to go now we is gonna go hang out..bye Current Mood: dorky
Man I'm at caleb's house again and he's the greatest. I love him with all my <3 !!! He's like no other guy i know. I don't know what I would do with out him. He's there for me as a boyfriend and a best friend.
Thank you Aundrea, Stephanie, Jessica, Emily, Megan, Patrick, and everyone that gave me christmas presents. I love them all! I love everyone of you!
Well I'm gonna go help Cable hee hee i mean caleb clean his room. Bye bye!
Life is good to me and I hope it is good to all you out there. Talk to yall homies lata peace Current Mood: exhausted